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Somedays it feels like it is all over for you. Like this is it. Like you have finally reached the end of your strength. And then before you even have time to settle into that sadness, God is like 'hold up, I am not done with you, I have big plans for you.'

I remember having one of the worst days ever yesterday. Everything felt heavy. I cried until sleep took me. It felt like my heart needed a break from existing. But then today came, and somehow, it was terrific. Not perfect, not magical, just good in a way that reminded me that life can switch up so quickly. One day you are breaking, the next day you are breathing again.

I like to say I have the best people around me, because I really do. There is nothing that compares to having a circle you can be vulnerable with. It is golden. I remember calling a friend while I was crying. I was a mess. The friend did not try to fix anything. They did not give long speeches. They just stayed on the call while I unraveled. And somehow, that presence, was its own kind of epic.

It reminded me of how lucky I am. To be surrounded by love. To be held even when words fail. To be seen even when I am falling apart.

Dearest fresher, the point is, bad days do not cancel good lives. I read somewhere that it's only a bad day not a bad life. God still shows up, sometimes quietly, sometimes through people, sometimes through a better day than you expected. 

So if today feels like too much, hold on. Tomorrow might just surprise you.

@favvy_Okwans🖤.