MY 2ND UTME EXPERIENCE.





When you tell people that it's your second time, they just have this mindset that since you're experienced you'll do better.

Today was specifically not thrilling. I woke up to the sound of my alarm blazing like every day, had that now common struggle with my bed to get off it, sluggishly did my morning exercise, and so on.

The only unusual thing was the prayers. I received zillions of calls and texts from friends praying and stating that they know it'd be a walk in the park for me. I was particularly impressed by how calm I was, how composed I seemed despite the exam.

Unlike last year, this time I just wanted to get it over with. I arrived at my center 30 minutes earlier, waited long before the whole process started. I didn't see a need to complain like most because I knew already how slow the process was, so I came prepared.

When we finally started, physics was the first subject from my end, so I had to switch to English first (You don't start an exam with depression). English was exciting as always, but I wasn't fooled; I knew it was being tricky. And then I moved to biology and chemistry. Chemistry wasn't half bad; again, I didn't get my hopes high as I moved down to physics.

I was in no haste; I took my time with every subject and at exactly 29 minutes to the end of the exam, I submitted and went out feeling drained.

Dearest reader, my second attempt's result may not be as good as my first, but I'm certain I'd be okay with whatever comes out, unlike last year when I attempted suicide upon seeing the result. I love the maturity of the second attempt.

Storytime over. Did you have a nice day today? 😜

@favvy_Okwans🖤.

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