IF YOU CAN DISH IT, WHY CAN YOU TAKE IT?

The idea that you can do all things is a fallacy. Do you even know the "All things" you are said to be able to do?

There's a limit to things you can do as a person. Motivation will not get the job done, like me now, I can not take injections without crying as of now. 

Last night, I cried my eyes out all because I needed to take an injection. The nurse even got tired, anytime the needle moved toward me I started shaking and crying. Omo, even I was ashamed of myself. I recited a lot of "I can do this", in my head, Guyyy he nor work. 

For a long time, the nurse and I kept dancing on top of ordinary injections. Before this time, I usually inject my eldest sister( I'm her nurse and I'm authorized to). 

Funny enough I do it so well, void of any sympathy and back it up with "It's important", so it was amusing for her to see me cry at the sight of a syringe. 

I tried motivating myself, but I still couldn't get myself to. "This is trypanophobia" the nurse concluded as she instructed people to hold me down while she forced the fluid into my arm. 

Who said it wouldn't hurt? It was so unbearable, I couldn't stop crying even after she was done. 

Trypanophobia is the extreme fear of needles, I had it. We all have phobias, I can swear if I wasn't held tightly with no means to escape I would've run away. The same person who would inject someone without feeling anything. 

There's this thing about not knowing how something actually feels until you experience it, don't tell someone you understand how they feel when you haven't experienced what they are going through. Most often, we can do things and when it is done back to us in return we can't take it.

@favvy_Okwans🖤.